[Gus] Didn’t mean to disturb you [Paul] It’s okay.
'sorry for your loss.
Oh, I didn’t... I just wanted to...
pay your respects?
Me, too.
I don't like coming to funerals when everyone else is around.
I'd rather say good bye my own way.
I guess you're the same?
No. I was just late.
Did you know him?
I was his schoolbus driver. Been takin’ him to school every day since he was a little kid.
What was he like?
Nice kid. Always smiling.
Well... not lately. The other kids had started to...
I told ‘em to pipe down, but I didn’t really do anything to make it stop ...
Really stop.
Now I gotta live with that.
You couldn’t have done anything. They would have just been mean at school or online.
Yeah, maybe so.
Still, 'wish I could have told him...
Told him what ?
♪ I can tell by the look on your face ♪
♪ You think you're a waste of space ♪
♪ and the world would be a better place without you. ♪
♪ All that you feel is despair. ♪
♪ It's more than you're able to bear. ♪
♪ You believe that no one could ever care about you. ♪
♪ But you're worthy of love ♪
♪ Worthy of life ♪
♪ And knowing that will set you free ♪
♪ There's nothing else you have to be ♪
♪ You are worthy to me. ♪
How do I make it stop?
[Gus] What? [Paul] The bad stuff.
That never stops. It’s part of life. Bad stuff happens.
But you can’t run away from it, you have got to learn to deal with it. One bad thing at a time.
How ? What if it all comes so fast that it's too much or too hard, I just can't do it anymore.
♪ You're hurt by the things people say ♪
♪ Too hard to pretend you're okay ♪
♪ Can't wait to put each painful day behind you ♪
♪ Though I can't make it all disappear, ♪
♪ 'might not know the words to erase your fear, ♪
♪ one thing's for sure : I'm always here to remind you... ♪
♪ that you're worthy of love, ♪
♪ worthy of life. ♪
♪ And knowing that will set you free. ♪
♪ There's nothing else you have to be. ♪
♪ You are worthy to me. ♪
It’s getting cold.
You should head home.
Yeah
Can you talk to your parents ?
They wouldn't understand.
There's a Boys and Girls Club here in Tucane.
I volunteer there couple of nights a week.
If you need someone to talk to, stop by. Ask for Gus.
Gus ?
It rhymes with bus. So you don't forget it. [Paul sniggers]
[Gus] I know it's hard. [Paul] Understatement of the year.
But your life is valuable.
You are important. And ...
this pain that you feel, will some day become compassion for others who suffer too.
Are all bus drivers this wise or is it just you?
I was feeling so alone.
I'm glad I asked for help.
Ask for help.
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