1 00:00:28,000 --> 00:00:34,200 2 00:00:40,000 --> 00:00:42,000 3 00:00:42,500 --> 00:00:44,000 ugh ... What the hell is this? 4 00:00:44,500 --> 00:00:45,500 A stuffed animal? 5 00:00:46,000 --> 00:00:48,900 I made them. For good luck. Turn it over. 6 00:00:49,200 --> 00:00:50,700 7 00:00:52,700 --> 00:00:54,000 Is this a joke? 8 00:00:54,100 --> 00:00:57,000 [TEAM MATE #1] I always knew he was gay for you! [Paul] What? No! 9 00:00:57,100 --> 00:00:58,200 [TEAM MATE #2] You got a fag boyfriend, Jake! 10 00:00:58,300 --> 00:00:59,600 [TEAM MATE #3] Are you filming this? 11 00:00:59,700 --> 00:01:02,700 [Paul] No! I just… [TM#2] He wants to get some nude picture of Jake in the locker room ! 12 00:01:02,800 --> 00:01:03,400 Shut up! 13 00:01:03,600 --> 00:01:06,600 [TM#1] Jake and Paul, sitting in a tree… [Jake] I said shut up! 14 00:01:06,900 --> 00:01:08,300 [TM#2] Are you guys gonna get gay married? 15 00:01:08,400 --> 00:01:11,500 Look, I meant it as a joke!! Give ‘em back. I’ll get rid of them. 16 00:01:11,600 --> 00:01:13,800 Look!! It’s Jake and Paul going at it!! 17 00:01:13,900 --> 00:01:16,300 [Jake] You stupid faggot! [Paul] I meant it as a joke! 18 00:01:16,400 --> 00:01:19,500 [TM#1] Is this the moment you were dreaming of, perv? [Paul] Oooohhh .... 19 00:01:20,800 --> 00:01:24,200 [TM#2] Give it to him, Jake. --- [Paul] Ooohhh ... [TM#1] Fag deserves it. 20 00:01:24,300 --> 00:01:27,500 [Jake] Why don’t you just DIE? [Paul] Aaaahhh .... 21 00:01:30,400 --> 00:01:33,200 Come on, guys. We got a game. 22 00:01:34,300 --> 00:01:40,000 Yeah. Leave him. He’ll crawl away. Let’s go kick some ass. 23 00:01:42,200 --> 00:01:44,000 Here’s your camera, fag. 24 00:02:05,300 --> 00:02:09,300 ♪ After all these years, I oughta know the drill ♪ 25 00:02:09,400 --> 00:02:14,700 ♪ Don't let them see a weakness or they'll swoop in for the kill. ♪ 26 00:02:15,500 --> 00:02:19,700 ♪ I was fool to think I was one of the guys. ♪ 27 00:02:20,300 --> 00:02:24,400 ♪ Left myself wide open, they attacked, big surprise ♪ 28 00:02:24,500 --> 00:02:29,700 ♪ Oh, stupid me, dumb, loser kid. What's the point in even living ? ♪ 29 00:02:29,800 --> 00:02:35,500 ♪ I hate my guts, 'cause what I did, I know there's no forgiving ♪ 30 00:02:35,600 --> 00:02:40,300 ♪ The whole world thinks I'm worthless. Guess it's time to just agree. ♪ 31 00:02:40,400 --> 00:02:45,400 ♪ There's no one worse, than stupid, stupid me. ♪ 32 00:02:48,800 --> 00:02:53,500 ♪ The lamest part about it is I'm the one to blame ♪ 33 00:02:53,600 --> 00:02:58,600 ♪ I can't call myself the victim when I've caused myself the shame. ♪ 34 00:02:58,700 --> 00:03:04,200 ♪ There's a fundamental problem : I'm rotten at the core ♪ 35 00:03:04,200 --> 00:03:08,800 ♪ I've lost another battle and I'll never win the war. ♪ 36 00:03:08,900 --> 00:03:14,200 ♪ Oh stupid me, I'm suck a freak. Can say I'm not, but I'd be lying. ♪ 37 00:03:14,300 --> 00:03:20,000 ♪ Don't stand a chance, my future's bleak. So what's the point in even trying ? ♪ 38 00:03:20,100 --> 00:03:24,500 ♪ The whole world thinks I'm worthless. Guess it's time to just agree. ♪ 39 00:03:24,600 --> 00:03:30,600 ♪ There's no one worse, than stupid, stupid me... ♪ 40 00:03:30,700 --> 00:03:35,500 ♪ When it comes right down to it at the end of the day, ♪ 41 00:03:35,600 --> 00:03:40,500 ♪ the only thing that's wrong with me is simply that I'm gay ♪ 42 00:03:40,600 --> 00:03:45,600 ♪ I know I'm not like other boys. You could never say I'm tough ♪ 43 00:03:45,800 --> 00:03:53,500 ♪ Being gay is my only problem. Too bad that that's enough ... ♪ 44 00:03:53,600 --> 00:04:04,300 ♪ Because I can't not be gay ... as hard as I try ... ♪ 45 00:04:04,400 --> 00:04:16,500 ♪ The day that I'm not gay ... will be the day that I die ... ♪ 46 00:04:16,600 --> 00:04:19,800 ♪ Oh stupid me, I'm super screwed ♪ 47 00:04:20,000 --> 00:04:21,900 ♪ 'cause I'm stuck this way forever ♪ 48 00:04:22,000 --> 00:04:24,800 ♪ I'll never change the way I'm viewed ♪ 49 00:04:24,900 --> 00:04:27,500 ♪ I give up on that endeavor ♪ 50 00:04:27,600 --> 00:04:32,500 ♪ The whole world thinks I'm worthless. Guess it's time to just agree. ♪ 51 00:04:32,600 --> 00:04:40,000 ♪ There's no one worse... than stupid, stupid me... ♪ 52 00:04:41,000 --> 00:04:44,000 ♪ Stupid, stupid me... ♪ 53 00:04:45,500 --> 00:04:50,500 ♪ Stupid me, stupid me, stupid me... ♪ 54 00:04:50,600 --> 00:05:02,000 ♪ Stupid me, stupid me, stupid me... ♪ 55 00:05:11,400 --> 00:05:16,400 56 00:05:18,300 --> 00:05:19,600 I was feeling so alone 57 00:05:19,700 --> 00:05:21,300 I'm glad I asked for help 58 00:05:21,400 --> 00:05:22,700 Ask for help. 59 00:05:22,800 --> 00:05:27,000 If you're thinking about suicide or need support, call the Trevor life line