1 00:00:04,879 --> 00:00:11,879 BENJAMIN>> I'm so glad you came. SOPHIE>> What are we really doing here, Ben? 2 00:00:13,580 --> 00:00:20,579 BENJAMIN>> Sophie, I just want to know you're okay. That you're doing great things. That 3 00:00:22,109 --> 00:00:26,118 I didn't ruin your life. SOPHIE>> Wow. 4 00:00:26,118 --> 00:00:33,118 BENJAMIN>> Okay, knock me down a few notches. I like when you do that. It always made me 5 00:00:34,320 --> 00:00:40,509 feel you could take care of yourself. SOPHIE>> Funny, because I worried about you. 6 00:00:40,509 --> 00:00:45,619 You had more to lose than I did. BENJAMIN>> We both lost. 7 00:00:45,619 --> 00:00:50,359 SOPHIE>> We could still be together if we met at another time. I mean, you're only six 8 00:00:50,359 --> 00:00:53,320 years older than I am. BENJAMIN>> Too bad they're the wrong six years. 9 00:00:53,320 --> 00:01:00,320 [pause] So, are you seeing anyone? 10 00:01:01,710 --> 00:01:05,189 SOPHIE>> I was. BENJAMIN>> Is there anything you want to know? 11 00:01:05,188 --> 00:01:12,188 About my life? SOPHIE>> I want to know if you missed me, 12 00:01:14,748 --> 00:01:19,438 if you feel bad about me, if you still think about me. 13 00:01:19,438 --> 00:01:26,438 BENJAMIN>> It was hard to let go. SOPHIE>> But, you did. 14 00:01:35,108 --> 00:01:42,108 BENJAMIN>> Not a real choice. Why do you have to be so 15 00:01:42,868 --> 00:01:45,299 [pause] you? 16 00:01:45,299 --> 00:01:48,779 [pause] 17 00:01:48,778 --> 00:01:55,778 SOPHIE>> All right, so, tell me things. Tell me about your life. 18 00:01:56,060 --> 00:02:00,519 Except if you're married. Are you? Married? 19 00:02:00,519 --> 00:02:07,519 BENJAMIN>> I'm waiting for the right girl. The right woman. 20 00:02:09,068 --> 00:02:16,068 SOPHIE>> I think I need more coffee. Do you want more coffee? 21 00:02:19,310 --> 00:02:26,310 I'm just going to get another coffee. BENJAMIN>> Don't go. Not yet. 22 00:02:50,870 --> 00:02:57,870 [Car pulls away] 23 00:02:58,759 --> 00:03:05,759 [Vivian Opens closet] 24 00:03:06,650 --> 00:03:13,650 [takes out clothes] 25 00:03:14,539 --> 00:03:21,539 [opens closet again] 26 00:03:22,419 --> 00:03:29,419 [changes her top] 27 00:03:30,310 --> 00:03:37,310 [looks at herself] 28 00:03:38,199 --> 00:03:40,829 [pause] 29 00:03:40,830 --> 00:03:43,460 [pause] 30 00:03:43,460 --> 00:03:50,460 VIVIAN What am I doing? 31 00:03:56,610 --> 00:04:01,870 [Venice, California] 32 00:04:01,870 --> 00:04:08,870 CAREY>> Hey, cutie, got your message. What's up? 33 00:04:17,279 --> 00:04:18,159 [pause] 34 00:04:18,160 --> 00:04:25,160 ASTER>> I just wanted to say good bye in person. CAREY>> Ahh. It's time to go back. 35 00:04:30,930 --> 00:04:37,930 ASTER>> School. Parents. All that stuff. CAREY>> Well, that's cool. I kind of dig the 36 00:04:38,069 --> 00:04:45,069 idea of a long distance romance. ASTER>> We can skype. And there's always sexting. 37 00:04:47,680 --> 00:04:54,680 We'll see each other again. It doesn't mean CAREY>> We'll see what it means. 38 00:05:04,839 --> 00:05:09,969 [they kiss] 39 00:05:09,970 --> 00:05:16,970 CAREY I'm really looking forward to the sexting. 40 00:05:20,089 --> 00:05:22,599 ASTER You should be. 41 00:05:22,600 --> 00:05:25,530 SOPHIE>> I think I still have feelings for him. 42 00:05:25,529 --> 00:05:30,819 VIVIAN>> Oh, Soph. That's not good. SOPHIE>> I can't help it. He was my first. 43 00:05:30,819 --> 00:05:37,819 What if he's like the one? VIVIAN>> Maybe who you think is the one isn't 44 00:05:39,639 --> 00:05:46,639 the one. And when you find the person who is your real love, 45 00:05:47,639 --> 00:05:52,480 you could screw things up because you're still hung up on the person you had young feelings 46 00:05:52,480 --> 00:05:55,930 for. SOPHIE>> I have to see him again. 47 00:05:55,930 --> 00:05:59,530 VIVIAN>> Bad idea. SOPHIE>> It's a terrible idea. But what am 48 00:05:59,529 --> 00:06:02,399 I going to do? You know what it's like. 49 00:06:02,399 --> 00:06:09,399 [New York City] 50 00:06:10,839 --> 00:06:17,839 [Door opens to Dr. Glass's office] 51 00:06:27,699 --> 00:06:34,699 ASTER>> I should've called. You probably have a patient. I didn't even think. 52 00:06:38,180 --> 00:06:43,230 I'm sorry. I didn't know where else to go. [pause] 53 00:06:43,230 --> 00:06:50,230 DR. GLASS>> It's okay. It's okay that you're here. 54 00:06:54,860 --> 00:07:01,860 ASTER>> Everything's different. You look different. I mean, the baby's out. 55 00:07:06,579 --> 00:07:11,609 DR. GLASS>> [amused] The baby is definitely out. 56 00:07:11,610 --> 00:07:13,150 How are you different? ASTER>> I'm not with Vivian. 57 00:07:13,149 --> 00:07:17,549 DR. GLASS>> That is a big change. ASTER>> I haven't talked to her or seen her 58 00:07:17,550 --> 00:07:24,550 in months. I'm turning seventeen. I met someone in LA. 59 00:07:25,228 --> 00:07:31,978 What should I do? DR. GLASS>> You know I would kill to make 60 00:07:31,978 --> 00:07:36,509 you a list. I love lists. And if I were just one of your friends I'd 61 00:07:36,509 --> 00:07:43,509 have no problem giving you all kinds of advice. But, you and I, we have to get to things another 62 00:07:43,649 --> 00:07:47,349 way. So, let's back up. 63 00:07:47,350 --> 00:07:54,350 ASTER>> She kissed another girl. Her friend, Sophie. Right in front of me. 64 00:07:55,750 --> 00:08:02,750 I was so blown away mad I practically had sex with someone in the hall of Vivian's school. 65 00:08:04,389 --> 00:08:10,840 She saw me. She cried. I left town. And now I'm back. 66 00:08:10,839 --> 00:08:16,689 DR. GLASS>> You're back. And so is whatever you ran away from. 67 00:08:16,689 --> 00:08:20,978 ASTER>> Yeah. DR. GLASS>> When you headed to LA, was there 68 00:08:20,978 --> 00:08:24,889 anything you were going towards? ASTER>> What do you mean? 69 00:08:24,889 --> 00:08:30,150 DR. GLASS>> Well, you chose a place. You found a way to get there. 70 00:08:30,149 --> 00:08:35,689 What do you think you might have been looking for other than escape? 71 00:08:35,690 --> 00:08:40,140 ASTER>> Something new. DR. GLASS>> A new version of yourself, maybe? 72 00:08:40,139 --> 00:08:47,139 [pause] I'm going out on a limb here but I'm guessing 73 00:08:47,259 --> 00:08:50,240 that not being with Vivian is only one of the things that's 74 00:08:50,240 --> 00:08:51,740 different about you. 75 00:08:51,740 --> 00:08:52,240 [pause] 76 00:08:52,240 --> 00:08:58,310 ASTER>> I feel older. DR. GLASS>> Is that a good feeling? 77 00:08:58,309 --> 00:09:05,309 ASTER>> I like it. And it kind of scares me. DR. GLASS>> Smart girl. I'm big on two opposite 78 00:09:08,899 --> 00:09:13,600 feelings occupying the same space at the same time. 79 00:09:13,600 --> 00:09:19,778 Well, actually my job depends on it. Do you know what scares you about getting 80 00:09:19,778 --> 00:09:25,159 older? ASTER>> I feel like I can't do things the 81 00:09:25,159 --> 00:09:30,250 way I always have. And, like I should be seriously thinking about 82 00:09:30,250 --> 00:09:30,809 what I want to do with my life. Dr. Glass>> mmm 83 00:09:30,809 --> 00:09:31,059 ASTER>> What? 84 00:09:30,820 --> 00:09:37,240 DR. GLASS>> Just happy you came to see me. 85 00:09:37,240 --> 00:09:43,570 ASTER>> I miss her. 86 00:09:43,570 --> 00:09:50,570 DR. GLASS>> Do you want to work things out with Vivian? 87 00:09:52,169 --> 00:09:58,519 ASTER>> I don't know if we can. I don't know if she wants to. 88 00:09:58,519 --> 00:10:05,439 Or if it's the right thing. And It's making me crazy. 89 00:10:05,440 --> 00:10:10,450 DR. GLASS>> Aster, there's a reason you feel crazy. 90 00:10:10,450 --> 00:10:16,490 Well, first, relationships can do that. But, it's because somewhere buried inside 91 00:10:16,490 --> 00:10:17,459 you know what you want to do and you're fighting against it. 92 00:10:17,458 --> 00:10:22,789 [pause] ASTER>> Any clues where to look? 93 00:10:22,789 --> 00:10:29,099 DR. GLASS>> You came to see me. That's the first clue. 94 00:10:29,100 --> 00:10:36,100 I can only say you're getting warmer.